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Save the environment. Save the world.

That was the gist of the caption of a news broadcast that I saw tonight.   I thought that the media had said that President Trump was already unraveled when he was elected, in addition to his having consciously and meticulously plotted with the Russian government to overthrow democracy by maliciously subverting the election process.  The media was saying that he had dementia, that he was going to kick the sanity bucket the rest of the way over while pounding the nuclear button. Then a doctor said that President Trump was sane.  Did the doctor also say that Ms. Hicks was personally responsible for preserving the last vestiges of President Trump's sanity?  If so, the media didn't say that then, so why is the media saying it now?  

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WsJ569yvmoA

Nobody is asking for my opinion, and certainly nobody is paying me for it.  

Since the conglomerate has prevented me from having housing, employment and education, and since the homeless shelter is closed every day other than Sundays and for extremes of weather, I'll have to walk for several blocks from where I am to a public restroom.   This won't be the last time today that I have to figure out where the nearest public restroom is.  One advantage of being in the midst of my 5th year of homelessness since 2011 is that I know where many of the public restrooms in the Boston area are and can organize my schedule accordingly.  

Is that a rumor at #RoyMooreSoBroke, or is that true?   If it's a rumor:  has the conglomerate ever not treated a rumor about me as if it's the truth?   If it's true, then I'm trying to think about what the square footage of a chair in the lobby of the Pine Street Inn is; you know how bad women are at math.  Maybe if I add the square footage of my locker at the shelter, where I have my bags, then my greed will rival Mr. Moore's and that will be proof of why I deserve how the conglomerate has treated me since 2010.  

"Roy Moore so broke, his van now says 'NEEDS FREE CANDY.'" "Coming soon to a corner near you" "Roy Moore so broke he won't be able to pay for a limo this Jr. Prom Season" "#RoyMoore is no longer asking his Facebook followers for money.  Seems that once his accounts fell into the teens they became Moore attractive." "#RoyMooreSoBroke his soul has gone to collections." "It's too soon to politicize this tragic event." "With a few changes this letter reads like a letter Osama Bin Laden could have written to raise funds for his jihad."   "RoyMooreSoBroke he can't even afford to get a janitor's uniform & web cam to sneak into girls' high school locker rooms in Alabama."   "Why doesn't he just pull himself up by his own bootstraps?  Just giving him money will make him lazy and he won't work harder to get ahead."   "Sell the horse."   "I offer thought...

https://nypost.com/2018/03/03/roy-moore-asks-for-donations-to-fight-accusers-defamation-case/ https://m.facebook.com/JudgeRoyMoore/posts/748684961996404 When she was 14, he didn't know that eventually she would hit him where it hurts, or that HE'D BE THE ONE TO CRY WHILE PEOPLE WATCHING LAUGH.   https://mobile.twitter.com/hashtag/RoyMooreSoBroke?src=hashtag_click Although the person who Tweeted a picture of a check for the amount of "THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS," written for the Roy Moore Legal Fund, has no idea of the hypocrisy of the Obama administration or of what can only be described as a global conspiracy of more than 8 years to destroy civilization, that was funny.  

He also betrayed the world's millions of girls and women of color who are victims of Female Genital Mutilation.   The premise for FGM is that female genitals are dirty and socially stigmatizing. Mr. Obama's lewd participation in other invasive objectification of the female body was also destructive.  He perpetuated the idea that sexual harassment is funny, that it's not degrading, and that a woman who says "STOP TALKING ABOUT MY VAGINA" every day for years, without varying what she's saying, and whose behavior proves that she has no motive for saying it other than to live without being targeted for sexist abuse, deserves to be patronized.

I can't publish pictures of the horrifying ads that Berkshire Bank has in its windows, across the street from a Catholic high school.  

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/04/05/nyregion/winston-moseley-81-killer-of-kitty-genovese-dies-in-prison.html The article is the first search result at Google for "rape and murder of Kitty Genovese."   The article describes three other rapes by Mr. Moseley, one of which he committed when he escaped from jail, two of which were also murders.  Ms. Genovese was 28 when he raped and killed her; his other murder victims were 15 and 24. The last words of the article, which are about his failed attempts at parole, are "denied him freedom."  

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Thank you for discussing sexual assault.  I can't listen to the audio of it right now. You know that the media will give you no credit for discussing it, that everyone who has already attacked you will ridicule it and talk about how ironic it is.  You might spend the rest of your Presidency without credit, no matter what you do. I hope that your administration will do what it can to promote awareness of sexual assault.  There's no reason that it shouldn't; there is never a reason for people not to do what's right. Speaking of what's right; please develop a coherent strategy for addressing the Syrian situation, which has the result of Mr. Assad resigning and of the country being democratized.  The place is decimated; it's unconscionable that this tragedy has happened in the 21st century.  

https://mobile.twitter.com/JimCarrey/status/979394639944867840?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Etweet

https://www.cnn.com/2018/03/29/politics/trump-withdraw-syria-pentagon/index.html You can take my housing voucher.  You can also take my Social Security of $800/month, which pays for my storage, my phone, my transportation, and other costs of living.  You can make me more destitute than I already am, while you talk about American ideals as if you care about them.   You know that I can't remove the hateblogs about me that employers and landlords see when they do a Google search of "Lena Kochman," and that I am therefore either never able to be housed or hired or am abused, evicted and fired since abusers defend themselves by lying and saying that I'm crazy, and I can't stop them. All of my things will be thrown into the trash if I can't pay for my storage unit.  I'll have no ability to contact anyone or film stalkers if my phone is shut off.  You can pronounce the next life-threatening downgrading of my already horrible life if you want.   You should be stop...

A day?  A week?  A month? HOW MANY MORE YEARS OF EXCUSES CAN YOU THINK OF FOR DOING NOTHING?   WHO CARES IF YOU HATE ME?!  YOU CAN'T SAY THAT ANYONE AROUND ME WHO IS ALSO BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY VOYEURISM AND INVOLUNTARY PORNOGRAPHY DESERVES IT!  EVEN IF YOU LIE TO YOURSELVES ABOUT ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES, YOU CAN'T SAY THAT ANYONE AROUND ME DESERVES THIS CRIME!   PLEASE TELL THE POLICE!   HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITH YOURSELVES?   HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO PEOPLE?!

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/29/books/review/review-female-persuasion-meg-wolitzer-lena-dunham.html?action=click&module=Editors%20Picks&pgtype=Homepage https://www.timesupnow.com/

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http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-5557313/Hailey-Baldwin-dazzles-leggy-mini-dress-attends-church-service-ex-Justin-Bieber.html How can people do this to me and act as if it's my fault, when they have seen what happens to me when I ask the police for help?   Justin Bieber is also proving that everything that I say about his church is true.  He's not developing morality; he doesn't know right from wrong, and neither does anyone else who attends at his invitation.   I appreciate his clarification that this is probably happening again.  I wondered when someone would be blatant about it.   When does it stop?  

Why should so many of Assad's victims have died when I live?  Why should those who haven't died be living in conditions that are so much worse than my living conditions? I hate my life and wish that I were never born.  I don't want to live with what has happened to me for the rest of my life; if I live, I have no choice about that, but I do have the choice of whether or not to live, and I'm not a refugee. Why do I have those options while so many others don't?  I'm not superior to those people.  I don't have a right to live that they don't have.  

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http://thehill.com/blogs/in-the-know/in-the-know/380818-larry-king-backs-repealing-second-amendment I don't care how or why the Second Amendment was instituted or how it is repealed.  Other people can worry about that.  The Amendment is clearly and lethally exploitable, so it needs to be repealed.  It provides no discernible, tangible positives and every discernible, tragic negative.   I'm sorry, Magnum.  I realize that the guns and the babes made your career, but it's time to relinquish the fantasy that the gun reality is going to change.  It's not changing; it's worse every year.  

Can corporate power be used to persuade Russia and China to stop vetoing and undermining UN resolutions? If Russia and China refuse to respect admonitions from a coalition of human-rights-oriented corporations, can that coalition then bring pressure upon all of the countries that are part of the UN, to amend the UN charter and remove Russia and China from the Security Council? Russia and China are manipulating the United Nations, using it to deceive honest people and to implement and support evil regimes.  This behavior is a betrayal of the goals for which the United Nations was formed.  

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/investigators-quietly-probe-allegations-syrian-war-crimes-n858641

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/27/opinion/john-paul-stevens-repeal-second-amendment.html HE'S RIGHT, EVEN THOUGH IT WAS THE NEW YORK TIMES THAT PUBLISHED THE ESSAY!  

I have told this joke before; I thought it was grimly funny then, so I'll tell it again: If you can't buy a nuclear weapon at Walmart, then there's no reason for you to buy a gun.  

https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/repealing-the-second-amendment-is-a-dangerous-idea/2018/03/28/ab194138-32af-11e8-8bdd-cdb33a5eef83_story.html?utm_term=.a18a98e781a7 By "brilliantly effective," what the writer of the Washington Post article is describing is a compromise that the March For Our Lives people didn't know that they don't have to make.   I also think that perhaps I don't understand some of the writer's argument.  Is he saying that you have to have a constitutional protection of the right to have guns before you can pass laws saying that people can't have guns? If that's what he's saying, then I have to disagree with his lack of faith in Congress.  I think that Congress could figure out how to pass laws such as "You can't have those guns; give them to the police so they can dispose of them."  

https://www.google.com/search?q=Time+magazine+cover+parkland&prmd=insv&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi3kvbCvZHaAhUDc98KHVFnBVEQ_AUICSgB&biw=320&bih=460#imgrc=_ I'm not disparaging the survivors of the Parkland shooting, but they're far from being the first young people to hide in closets and under tables while terrorized by the sound of gunshots.   Try living like that in your own home from the time that you're born.  The government and the media need to take responsibility for their years of neglect about the issue of guns in the United States, and the entertainment industry needs to take responsibility for glamorizing violence, for glamorizing gangs, and for promoting the idea that there's only one way to be authentically black.   The "black authenticity" promoted by the entertainment industry happens to be the stereotype that is the least true challenge to white power:  illiterate, slovenly, violent, and bound for jail.  I...

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It's no surprise that the New York Times is using its new "Overlook" feature, which ostensibly honors women retroactively with obituaries that they never had, to promote sexual crime.   The New York Times also has not stopped hacking my phone.  

He's not really dead; he just wants attention.   He is clearly unstable and malicious.  For unknown reasons, he wants to besmirch the reputations of fine young men who joined a fraternity so they could partake of humanitarian activities.  

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/metoo-helps-shine-light-access-feminine-hygiene-products-prison-n860946 A nurse told me that I would have to wait until she had time to go to the supply closet for a pad or a tampon.  She stood there in the hallway, sneering at me, in no hurry to do anything else other than to tell me that she didn't have time to help me. When I insisted that I needed the product immediately, she yelled down the hallway to another staff person "Lena needs a pad; could you open the closet and give that to her?" Things such as these happen all the time to populations that society hates and fears.   The article of which I have provided the address talks about the "shock" of some lawmakers that these issues are used as part of a power dynamic between prison staff and prisoners.   DON'T BE SURPRISED!  YOU SHOULD EXPECT AND ANTICIPATE THESE ISSUES, RATHER THAN FACILITATING SUFFERING FOR DECADES UNTIL YOU CAN'T IGNORE IT!  

When I realized that these crimes had started to happen to me, I also knew that people would threaten me with them whenever they didn't like what I was saying.   My response to that was to publish pages about how threatening me with these sexual assaults would not make me say what the people threatening me wanted me to say.   That was in 2011.  Since then, the sexual assaults have escalated so that they are treated as if they are normal, funny and what I deserve.   ALTHOUGH I WISH I WERE NEVER BORN AND NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF, THOSE ASSAULTS DON'T MAKE ME SAY WHAT THE PEOPLE WHO THREATEN ME WITH THEM WANT ME TO SAY, AND THEY DON'T STOP ME FROM SAYING WHAT THEY DON'T WANT ME TO SAY. THE SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL VIDEOS OF ME AREN'T MY CRIMES!  THEY ARE EVIDENCE OF CRIMES COMMITTED AGAINST ME, AND PEOPLE WHO USE THEM TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ME SHOULD BE ASHAMED! DO YOU HEAR WHAT I'M TELLING YOU?!  THIS IS YOUR SHAME!  IT'S NOT MY SHAME! ...

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2017: http://theconversation.com/gun-violence-in-the-us-kills-more-black-people-and-urban-dwellers-86825

He has the right to his opinion, even when he's wrong.  Unfortunately, he is wrong this time.  

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/27/opinion/john-paul-stevens-repeal-second-amendment.html HE'S RIGHT!

Why won't you consider the opinion of a former Supreme Court Justice? Your threatening me with voyeurism and involuntary pornography won't make me stop saying "REPEAL THE SECOND AMENDMENT!" I think I'll say it again.  

"Most women fight wars on two fronts, one for whatever the putative topic is and one simply for the right to speak, to have ideas, to be acknowledged to be in possession of facts and truths, to have value, to be a human being.  Things have gotten better, but this war won't end in my lifetime."   Page 10 "Men Explain Things to Me" Rebecca Solnit

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/27/opinion/john-paul-stevens-repeal-second-amendment.html HE'S RIGHT.

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/28/business/media/john-bailey-sexual-harassment-academy.html?action=click&module=Latest&pgtype=Homepage&action=click&module=In%20Other%20News&pgtype=Homepage For the entertainment industry, sexual harassment and sexual assault are normal.   The industry is a freakshow and doesn't know it.   It's not "kinda, sorta" a freakshow.  The problem isn't perpetuated by one person or a few people.  Sexual harassment and sexual assault don't happen "once in a while."   THE ENTIRE INDUSTRY IS A FREAKSHOW.  

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/27/opinion/nikolas-cruz-shooting-florida.html?action=click&module=Opinion&pgtype=Homepage

https://mobile.twitter.com/iamdylancurran/status/977559925680467968 Some of Mr. Curran's other Tweets describe the feeling which I and probably several people have lived with for a while; it's not really a feeling, actually, it's more of a "Predict the Hour and Method of Your Assassination" thing.  That's what I call that feeling.   At least Mr. Snowden and Mr. Curran don't have to worry that, if they are assassinated by Google, the assassins will try to procure samples of their pubic hair as souvenirs.   I shudder to think of my assassin selfies.  

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/27/opinion/john-paul-stevens-repeal-second-amendment.html He's right.  

The President is neither above nor below the law. Lawyers should stop refusing to represent President Trump.  We aren't the Vindictive States of America; we are the United States of America, a democracy, and we need to act like it. https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2016/04/18/bashar-al-assads-war-crimes-exposed That's the address for a 2016 New Yorker article called "The Assad Files."  I haven't read most of it; it's too sad for me to read.  Maintaining my personal equilibrium in the midst of my trauma is demanding, and I have to make decisions every day about what I can allow myself to read and to think about.   Part of the article describes Bill Wiley's respect for the law; that is how everyone needs to think.  President Trump is not Saddam Hussein.   A potentially destabilizing percentage of the media has craved Presidential Carcass since the 1970s.  That percentage of the media doesn't want to discuss or negotiate; it doesn't even want to argu...

https://mobile.twitter.com/WhiteHouse/status/978660679447130118 Talk about overdue.  

https://www.smh.com.au/national/us-credibility-another-syrian-casualty-20180326-p4z6bd.html

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https://www.instagram.com/p/Bgwz420HY-P/?hl=en The raging, violent misogyny of his industry, from which he has profited at my personal expense, is not a factor in his thought process.  

I don't know if you know that the Bustle article to which you provided a link at a March 15, 2018 Tweet from your Twitter now says "404 Oh no!  There's nothing here beside a cat named Pizza Time.  Keep him company or GO HOME." I don't agree with all of President Trump's decisions, but I WON'T APOLOGIZE for the support that I have given him since his election.  You can tell your host that I said so.  

If he "dislikes the CIA," he's not the only one; so do you, apparently. Other than that, I agree with you.  Ms. Haspel should not be the director of the CIA. https://www.politico.com/magazine/story/2018/03/15/gina-haspel-is-a-torturer-thats-all-the-senate-needs-to-know-217641

Thank you, Vermont. I am proud of you today. https://legislature.vermont.gov/assets/Documents/2018/Docs/RESOLUTN/HR0017/HR0017%20As%20Introduced.pdf

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Watched me turn off the lights in MY OWN HOME when I had to shower, change my clothes or use the toilet.  Watched me TIE A NOOSE IN MY CLOSET when I realized that I was being victimized by this SICKENING CRIME IN THE SECOND APARTMENT IN A ROW, TWO YEARS AFTER I WAS EVICTED FOR PROTESTING AGAINST BEING VICTIMIZED BY VOYEURISM IN THE FIRST APARTMENT WHERE IT HAPPENED.   WATCHED ME AND SAID NOTHING TO STOP MY BEING FORCED TO BE HOMELESS AGAIN WHEN THE PEOPLE WHO WERE VICTIMIZING ME LIED YET AGAIN AND SAID "THERE ARE NO CAMERAS IN THE APARTMENT!  SHE'S LYING AND CRAZY.   WE'RE SCARED OF HER." I HAVE NEVER IN MY LIFE SAT IN A BUBBLE BATH, SAYING "IT'S HOT IN THE BUSH." HOW MUCH WAS EVERYONE PAID WHO WAS PART OF THAT DISGUSTING AD!? HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT  I DID NOT CONSENT!  I DON'T CONSENT!  I'LL NEVER CONSENT!  

I don't have the time to scour YouTube for documentaries about elephants that don't talk about "the bush."  The conglomerate is so loathsome, and has spent so many years turning my poverty into a vulgar parody, that it will probably be years before some words stop emotionally triggering me into rage and depression, regardless of the innocent contexts in which those words are spoken.  

Progress does not always occur in positive directions.  

-Your "wish list" of guests does not include one woman. -If you interview Dustin Hoffman, you should talk about "Tootsie."  That movie should be released in theaters again.   -You need not to portray as publicity victims those who have verbally attacked accusers.  Everyone can understand the reluctance of people to condemn friends whom they have known for years.  That's not the same thing as calling Dylan Farrow a liar whose "tears" are "weapons."   https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/live-feed/alec-baldwin-his-abc-talk-show-woody-allen-fallout-snl-future-1089509 I hope that you realize that your years of male privilege are giving you the latitude to take your time evolving.  Unlike Rose McGowan, you don't have to worry about paying your rent, a mortgage, or a lawyer.  Unlike Asia Argento, you aren't the target of death threats in your own country.   Your mantra should be "Sapiens."  That's what you should be thinking.  

Everyone who was part of "Friday Night Lights" has had to contend with the stigma and the Cold-War-style persecution of me and everyone around me, forced on me and everyone who ever knew me by the male writers and directors who control the entertainment industry, by their brainwashed, female accomplices, and by the rest of the hypocritical conglomerate that has lied to the public by omission for 8 years.   The lurid, criminal sexual abuse of me was never about what I look like.  It was, and is, about these things: -envy of my talent -misogyny -greed A heterosexual man who is as physically attractive as I am would never be abused the way that I'm abused.   There is NO EXCUSE for what is happening to me; there is NO EXCUSE for violating people's rights.   https://youtu.be/Hiq-pOxD324 I don't choose the addresses of videos that are published at YouTube.  

A writer or director who wants to portray violence in film or television should have to write a paper that discusses and defends why each act of violence that he or she wants to portray is necessary to the story.  The paper should be read with the script, and its reasoning either approved or denied by a panel that is legally regulated.   Documentaries, but not reenactments, should be exempt from that requirement; so should the filming of the spoken or written discussions of survivors of and witnesses to violence.   Film and television are powerful mediums.  Their influence should stop being minimized.  

There are good, old men in the world.  It's a mistake to conflate either youth or age with automatic goodness.   Ageism is an unchallenged prejudice in the United States, scripted and reinforced for a century by an uneducated, emotionally and intellectually stunted entertainment industry that both enshrines and enslaves youth.  That prejudice can't be eradicated if the Baby Boomers won't admit to being over 30 and if the entertainment industry continues to have no EDUCATIONAL REQUIREMENTS.  Educational requirements are the least intrusive way to address the entertainment industry's sickening abuse of the First Amendment. Helping people to understand why what they're doing is wrong, so that they don't want to do it and they make other decisions, is much more effective and less fraught with potential constitutional issues than passing a lot of laws about what people can or can't specifically say, write or film.  An exception to this ought to be the depiction o...

Syria. Please.

You cannot hire people to threaten women in parting lots. You should drop the lawsuit against Stormy Daniels and leave her alone.   Let her talk.  You play, you pay; you know that.  

I'd also like to remind Ms. Grisham that she is someone whose Twitter should have as few spelling mistakes as possible, and to say that I hope that the White House will be consistent about its messages concerning human rights.  

The wounds that they cause don't heal; they worsen for the rest of their victims' lives, endangering even their victims' descendants, while the  gangs of participants in the visual and auditory violations expand.

I shouldn't have to describe every incident of degradation for all of the degrading behavior toward me to stop. I am inundated by degrading behavior every day.  I would have to live in a sensory deprivation tank to avoid all of it.   I hope that all of the delusional thinking that anything about what is happening to me is flattering will also stop.  THERE IS NOTHING FLATTERING ABOUT BEING TREATED AS IF I AND EVERYONE AROUND ME DESERVE TO BE CRIMINALLY VICTIMIZED.  

These are addresses of his opinions about Citizens United (2010) and gay marriage (2015): https://www.law.cornell.edu/supct/html/08-205.ZX1.html https://www.scribd.com/document/269770768/Justice-Thomas-dissent-on-gay-marriage-ruling# ___________________________________ My phone seems to be permanently disabled from publishing pictures at this blog, which is a time-consuming obstacle to my writing.   Contrary to what Justice Thomas wrote in his 2010 Citizens United decision, he seems to be entirely capable of endorsing "a view of the First Amendment that subjects citizens of this Nation to death threats, ruined careers, damaged or defaced property and threatening warning letters as the price for engaging in 'core political speech, the primary object of First Amendment protection,'" if the people being abused don't agree with him.   Sentence 1 of Paragraph 9 of his Citizens United opinion, while it perhaps can't be called a lie since he wrote that his point was ...

Civilians don't need guns.

https://www.google.com/search?client=safari&hl=en&ei=J-C3Wt34OpHr_Aa1np_oCg&q=Representative+Ron+Barber+born+in+England&oq=Representative+Ron+Barber+born+in+England&gs_l=mobile-gws-serp.3...2726.8422..8936...6....402.3581.2j14j4j1j1..........1..mobile-gws-wiz-serp.......0i22i30j33i160j33i22i29i30j33i21j30i10j33i13i21.JyiGsxkug1A%3D Damn. Since it can't be him, it ought to be someone who has qualifications that are similar to his.  Although I'd rather that a President have an advanced degree, preferably a law degree, which he doesn't, he does have a 4-year college degree.  He also has fiscal, administrative and political experience and direct knowledge and a history of addressing some of the most pertinent, contemporary issues.  He has had a true career of public service, and he ought to be included, at the federal level, in financial and policy decisions about social services.  There is too much public rhetoric about social services from people wh...

As far as I know, a phoenix is born young and can start over, free of injuries, scars and weaknesses. It is sickening how many celebrities have treated me as if their abuse of me is something that they can turn into a platitude about "whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger." I don't rise from the ashes of them destroying every tentative, precarious start to my life that I have toiled for, while they're laughing viciously from the safety of their mansions and monthly, luxury vacations.   Every crime that is committed against me is added to my record as if I am the criminal, making every year worse, ruining even more my ability to obtain and maintain employment, education and housing.   It's not as if I don't know what a background check is, and it's not as if celebrities aren't used to committing crimes for which they are never punished.  

Someone who's not a liar or a coward, who is uncorrupted and educated, who has legal, political and practical experience.  

You're supposed to promise not to hurt people. That's a requirement of being elected. You're a liar, and so is everyone who supports you. YOU SHOULD NEVER RUN FOR OFFICE AGAIN!  

It's not surprising the situation isn't being addressed, since most of the media doesn't report about it other than to promote these crimes in code. There are websites that are devoted to voyeurism, and also to "revenge pornography," for which the appropriate term is "involuntary pornography," since nobody could deserve this abuse.  The victims are harassed and stalked online and in person, at risk of sexual assault for the rest of their lives.  They lose their jobs and relationships.  They have emotional and psychological problems; many have killed themselves.   Instructional videos about how to install hidden, illegal cameras in bathrooms, showers, and everywhere else that a pervert can think of are also all over the Internet. The conglomerate has done everything that it can to normalize these crimes. https://youtu.be/Hiq-pOxD324 The conglomerate's promotion of my being targeted for these crimes has caused hundreds of people to be victimized in Ver...

2016: https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2016/mar/15/so-america-this-is-how-you-do-gun-control The countries that don't allow guns don't have the problems that the United States has. Also, I think that a test of someone's current psychological state, specifically relating to the person's current ability to behave responsibly, is a better restriction than unlimited sharing of mental health records.   A few years ago, I published many of the pages of my records from a mental hospital.  I don't know how many people read them, but the lack of accuracy displayed by them ought to be shocking to people who assume that the mental healthcare system is helpful.  I know how to survive the system, and how to access it for what I need; it took years of being debilitated by that system before I figured it out.  Abuse and neglect are built into the mental healthcare system, because there is nothing stopping practitioners from blaming the clients for the health of the clients not ...

https://www.instagram.com/baskinchamp/?hl=en She is much younger and prettier than I am. Nobody is targeting her for illegal voyeurism or involuntary pornography, even though she is a model and has many pictures of herself, wearing revealing clothing, at her social media. Nobody is using her beauty as an excuse to commit crimes against her.   She is not being sexually harassed.  She is not being ridiculed.  She is not being called stupid, greedy, crazy, a liar or a boyfriend-stealer.  She is not being bullied.  She is not being abused.  She is not being slut-shamed.  She is not homeless or impoverished.  She is not being prevented from obtaining and maintaining employment.  She is not being socially isolated by a hate campaign and criminal privacy invasions, perpetrated by a large group of people.  Why are those things happening to me?  I have never published a revealing picture of myself anywhere.  I never consented to anythin...

http://thehill.com/blogs/blog-briefing-room/news/379712-indiana-gov-signs-bill-to-allow-daca-recipients-to-get-state That was a good decision; other people should copy that decision.  

https://m.washingtontimes.com/ There's no reason to argue about it; the arguments are a waste of conflict.  

There has to be an uncorrupted, experienced Democrat somewhere.  

Over the past few months, I have started thinking that suicide might be my destiny; what I'm supposed to do, since nothing that I have said about the conglomerate's abuse of me has mattered.   I never stopped thinking about suicide last year or the year before that or the year before that; I haven't stopped thinking about it every day since the conglomerate began to sexually harass me in 2010.  I have lived in spite of it, but I never stop thinking about it, and I don't think that even my death would stop the conglomerate from treating me as if I have wanted or deserved what has happened to me.   I'm at a train station.  I could do it now.  Only the threat of physical pain has stopped me from doing it every time that I have taken the train since I have lived in Boston; since 2011.   I wish I had killed myself when I was a teenager.  I wish that I were never born.  

My phone stopped publishing pictures at the page before this page. All I was trying to publish were pictures from a 2008 article, which describes how Melinda Gates met Bill Gates after she had worked at Microsoft for 4 months, how she then was promoted a bunch of times and now they're married. This is the address for the article: https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/gadgets-and-tech/features/office-romance-how-bill-met-melinda-855292.html

___________________________________ _____________ I didn't lie about what happened to me at school.  The school administration knew who I was and knew that it would be both politically expedient and potentially lucrative to attack me for reporting being harassed for three semesters in a row of my attendance there.   Also; I have strenuously avoided marrying up.  I know it works for some people; those people should shut their mouths about me.  

Gun Control. You owe it to the country.   Consider that task delegated to you, from me, your favorite critic.   https://m.youtube.com/results?q=Michelle%20Obama%20calls%20Harvey%20Weinstein%20wonderful&sm=3

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2018/03/21/nyregion/cynthia-nixon-christine-quinn-de-blasio.html?action=click&module=News&pgtype=Homepage&action=click&module=In%20Other%20News&pgtype=Homepage _______________ ______________ _____________

Yes, "horrifying"!  We should all care!  

His function is to protect the integrity of the Office of the President.  

The President of the United States is not an actor whose job it is to read from a script that is dictated by his subordinates.  Cultural and legal equality do not mean that every hierarchy is obsolete. It is one thing for a President to tell a speechwriter what he or she wants to convey and then to approve, modify or reject what the speechwriter produces.  It is something else, for people who know that the White House is surrounded by a selectively honest and unreservedly hostile media, to tell the President what to say, in substance and in detail, and to then bawl to the media when he says what he wants to say instead.  The former is time management; the latter is the groundwork for a puppet Presidency and is sinister.   https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/trumps-national-security-advisers-warned-him-not-to-congratulate-putin-he-did-it-anyway/2018/03/20/22738ebc-2c68-11e8-8ad6-fbc50284fce8_story.html?utm_term=.c6122c8583df It matters that there are new sanctions...

This is what happens when you don't have your own place to live, you have to take some of your things to your storage unit, your period starts suddenly, and you have to spend some of the last few dollars that you have FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH to buy something so that you can use a restroom which, unfortunately, has someone in it for several minutes: The blood went right through my underwear, my long underwear, and a clean pair of pants.  There's a winter storm warning today. I don't have the money to do laundry this month.   Are you happy now?  That's a closeup shot of me in the bathroom; CONGRATUFUCKULATIONS!   Since I don't have the money to do laundry again this month, I probably won't be able to wash the stains from those clothes, so those are a pair of underwear, a pair of long underwear, and a pair of pants that are ruined; more casualties of 8 years of the conglomerate's jokes about women and human rights.  

__________ This is the address of a video that I published on October 1, 2016: https://youtu.be/Hiq-pOxD324 I don't choose the addresses of videos that are published at YouTube.  

Nobody should be surprised; this is a newspaper that has watched me tie a noose to hang myself with in two apartments in a row where I was criminally victimized by voyeurism, and that hasn't cared. There's nothing to suggest that I won't be targeted for this crime for the rest of my life, which is why I want to kill myself every day.  I never stop thinking about suicide.  A life that has no privacy is not worth having; I will kill myself eventually if they don't stop.  I haven't killed myself yet because I can't believe that the pillars of society won't finally make it stop. When the pillars of society have proven that they don't care, or when I am at the end of what I can endure, I will kill myself. The end of my endurance seems to be approaching more rapidly than concern that my rights are being violated, or concern that the promotion of voyeurism has harmed many other people besides me.  What doesn't seem to be approaching rapidly is the end of th...

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________________ Those are pictures of sections of the first page of the New York Times' website today. HEY, NEW YORK TIMES!  STOP HACKING MY PHONE!  CAN'T YOU HEAR ME?!  

-Please stop donating so much dessert and other junk food.  I'm sure that you're trying to be nice, but you probably don't know that the fresh fruit salads and healthy sandwiches are what everyone eats first.  Then, we spend a week eating the junk food, because you donate more of that and because that's what's left. Weight gain is a problem for homeless people in the Boston area; everyone tries to make us feel better by stuffing us with junk food.   -Please stop donating food that is past the expiration date.  I don't care what anyone says about food being sanitary past the expiration date; when you have puked your guts out from eating rotten food, you'll stop saying it.  

What do you want?  What is this supposed to be?  I'm not cheating on anyone.  I'm not doing anything to anyone. My phone is hacked; I can't talk to people whom I meet in the normal world without exposing them to the conglomerate, so I can't have a normal social life.  Criminals have filmed and distributed illegal video of me, TO WHICH I NEVER CONSENTED, for years, and I am always being threatened by voyeurism.  My life is a mess, consistently and deliberately ruined by idle, vicious people who couldn't care less about all of my efforts to be productive and independent, or about what I am experiencing EVERY DAY because of their abuse, while they traipse around the world spending millions of dollars and doing whatever they want.   When is this stupid persecution going to be over?