Nobody should think that threatening me with voyeurism and involuntary pornography will make me say what you want me to say, or not say what you don't want me to say.

When I realized that these crimes had started to happen to me, I also knew that people would threaten me with them whenever they didn't like what I was saying.  

My response to that was to publish pages about how threatening me with these sexual assaults would not make me say what the people threatening me wanted me to say.  

That was in 2011.  Since then, the sexual assaults have escalated so that they are treated as if they are normal, funny and what I deserve.  ALTHOUGH I WISH I WERE NEVER BORN AND NEVER STOP THINKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF, THOSE ASSAULTS DON'T MAKE ME SAY WHAT THE PEOPLE WHO THREATEN ME WITH THEM WANT ME TO SAY, AND THEY DON'T STOP ME FROM SAYING WHAT THEY DON'T WANT ME TO SAY.

THE SICK, SADISTIC, ILLEGAL VIDEOS OF ME AREN'T MY CRIMES!  THEY ARE EVIDENCE OF CRIMES COMMITTED AGAINST ME, AND PEOPLE WHO USE THEM TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ME SHOULD BE ASHAMED!

DO YOU HEAR WHAT I'M TELLING YOU?!  THIS IS YOUR SHAME!  IT'S NOT MY SHAME!  STOP FORCING YOUR SHAME ON ME!   

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